Wednesday, February 10, 2010

trying my darnest ....

Yes, I am trying my hardest to remain positive and so far .....


With the passing of Pee and all the other reasons listed in the past posts to be upset about, I have a new found outlook that I have decided to live for today and STOP letting the past or others RUIN a.n.y.m.o.r.e of my life!!!! (only occasionally do I tear up from memories)

BUT .......with Valentine's Day approaching I can't help but be reminded that I lost my two favorite boys in a matter of a month. (again...the Ex boyfriend and my Sweet Pee Kitty)

BUT as I look back over all of my V-day's of the past ....I am reminded that they have never really been that great even if there was a special guy in my life. Now don't get me wrong, in some cases I can say that sweetness abounded from some of my ex's most days of the year .... i was lucky in those situations. And in others....the V day was just a day to be disappointed. I mean how hard is it to buy a card and some candy .... come on. And for those guys who say they don't get caught up in the hype that is V day - you are WRONG. You should always take the chance to tell your lady that she is special. And V Day is a good day to do it.

ANY WAY ------

SO this year I will go into it knowing that ANYTHING sweet that happens...
is out of love and not expectation.

And if the day ends without a smile from the opposite sex, then me and my sweet lady LuLu will do a little dance around my house to "Single ladies" and cuddle with each other!!!

Pictures may follow!! :)